Saltedfishy's

I miss everything of you

2012-02-28T17:57:00.000+08:00

I'm actually missing my mum quite aloooot now. It seems like just a few hours ago when I was lying beside her and talking to her, giving her kisses on her cheeks while she giggles, and then the next morning (which is today) when I woke up and opened my eyes, she's alr in malaysia. Miss her so much. I wanna call her but idw to at the same time because I know I'll feel so down once we hang the phone. Cuz I know she's somewhere, 400km away from me and I can only hear that few minutes of her voice. :(
Just ytd we were watching top gear together, tdy I'll have to watch it alone, I seriously hate home alones nowwwwwwww

Dad packed me my fav cai tow kway and I was eating it while re-watching 義海豪情 which I watched last night.

“I wonder who’ll be waiting for me in heaven when I die…” “Well, hope that I die first. I’ll be waiting.” — No Regrets

Anw the love between qingqing and yeungyeung is really so beautiful but yet so depressing at the same time. It's typical because the girl has some heart illness and she doesn't dare to love him because she knows her life will end very soon. It's depressing because I alr know the ending, tvb just love giving tragic endings. Just like the drama that I just started on, Bottled passion

I alr know how tragic the ending is but I'm still watching it from ep1, this is fan jian

Started to watch it mainly because of raymond wong, who is the yeungyeung in No Regrets, he is not the most handsome one not the tallest one but just find him ^^

Maybe cause I think he looks like Richard Hammond, which is known as the hamster in Top gear Hahah they both look like hamsters

He's just so cute even though he's alr 40

On 22 July 2007, during severe flooding, Hammond left his Porsche 911 - in which he had been stuck in traffic for 13 hours - to run home for his daughter’s birthday. He ran 16 miles (26 km) in two-and-a-half hours (from 3am to 5:30 am), arriving home before his daughter woke up.

A great dad too :')

The one thing I wanna do after getting my driving license.

Anw ytd I had my dental appt, had to buy a new set of upper retainer, spent a fucking $280 bomb on it T_T Why is my teeth always finding trouble? Need to make new retainer and need to fill another fuck up tooth of mine. I DON'T EVEN EAT MUCH SWEETS ARGH

Before that, went 313 for lunch, more of our usual tea time at toast box :

Went to H&M and I couldn't find the wine red $14.90 beret anymore, eyebrows immediately tilted down until my mum pointed to the sales section AND THEN I SAW IT

After such a long wait and camping time for it, it's finally on sales, 7bucks now yay ^^ It's all worth the wait now, can't wait to bring you for a new journey tgt with the pull&bear brown beret, you guys are gonna be great friends soon

Was tweeting w Angela, and she's taking the Emirates to Melborne! Hahah she told me she preferred the aisle seat more, yeah it's a good seat because going to the toilet is easier x3

BUT

nothing can be compared to a simple window seat.
Really wish I'm on a plane at the window seat now, eating the chocolates, the plane food, looking out at the window to see if I can spot any pretty clouds (noo clouds are all pretty), and just peacefully look at it, take some pix, and then fall asleep, waking up to another new sky

Since young, window seat is always my fav. Even till now, I still throw tantrums when I can't get it HAHAH
But these few years it wasn't easy to get one because dad's not travelling w us, and most of the times we're always sitting at the middle 4 seats WHICH I HATE THE MOST

You don't even have a glimpse of the window AT ALL. It's so depressing, I can't see the plane take off, can't take photos of cities becoming smaller, can't see how it lands at a whole new country and all, I hate it. I had the middle seats for the last trip to US and that whole 28hours of flights/transit, I was looking at ppl with window seats with my ultimate puppy eyes, seeing if anyone will let me have their seats . . .

I was so deprived that I keep walking to the back of the cabin and just stood there looking out at the air stewardess's window place, yeah standing. I remember seeing ice sheets

Alrighttttt I shall stop ranting, why am I always ranting hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm anw hope to go BKK again soon to do some shopping, have some good food and massage and just relax

Lonely days ahead w/o mum, gonna have chalet from weds - fri. Till fri then ^^

<3

Shall continue with ep2 of bottled passion !

Best way to get someone's attention, is to stop giving them yours.

2012-02-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

This was written by Ljm, the quote was from tumblr but the picture was drawn by her. I love this quote so much. I love such quotes, like they use the opposite meaning, making it like an irony but yet it can feel so powerful

CNY at clara's house, the half pineapple behind !

Dk why but my google chrome can't work anymore, saying that I blocked it or smth, I WHERE GOT

So I re-dl google chrome and it still wasn't working, so decided to dl back mozilla firefox and then when I wanted to download new top gear videos

I REALISED I LOST THE LINK TO THE ADDON YOUTUBE DOWNLOADER

After a massive research, I found it hahah, I have almost 20+ videos of Top gear ^^ I actually like racing and speed a lot, but when it comes to the arcade initial D or what, I'm just errrr less than a noob :/ Only play like daytona and mario to be honest.

BUT THIS SHOW, have further inspired me, nono not inspired, it made me want to learn drifting so much.
I must learn how to drift, die also must

And one day, I'll have a street race with some awesome stranger at some random traffic light!!!

Finally saw the audi r8 irl, and it's a white one, so sexy and mesmerising aww

I always tell mum the headlights look like eyeliner, GD's eyeliner . . .

hehe

Alright, I'm actually wasting my holidays, day by day like that. Home alone tdy and I don't rly like it anymore, though I get to blast music and all, but it sucks now. Maybe becuz I'm having sore throat now and Idk why, nvr even eat any fried food argh

Went johor's premium outlet the other day with mum and dad, somewhere at kulaijaya. The outlet is like an exact replica of the one at las vegas and san francisco, they look so alike, feel so alike, JUST THE WEATHER.

42 wtf

I love msia's highway, can't wait to looooot here ^^

went gelang patah and dabao our fav char kway teow ! 2 big packets for just Rm10? TOO WORTH IT

GOT HE BAO EGG SOMEMORE :')

if one day I get to live ^ there

welcome to the family!

if I dip-dye red...

blue..

Went orchard ytd, fep to do the 3bucks nails !

This was the color I chose before that though, find it too glittery

this was at scape

Before I die, I want to at least change someone's life.

while dl-ing some songs, came across this, hahah so true

Pitbull's videos are like:
90% Porn
10% Sunglasses
0% Hair

wednesday is the day

End of my poly year 1,

2012-02-23T17:09:00.002+08:00

Not anymore.

The clouds are finally clear, no more exams, no more studying. Tdy's 11am marks the end of my whole poly year 1, just like that, all's over.

Honestly, it was really tiring. Like yesterday, I was struggling so much to study macroecons, something that I have to complete in a day with 13lectures to study. At night, I really broke down.

I couldn't make myself study anymore, tears just appear on my face when I was lying against the sofa. Mum then came over to give me a hug and a kiss on my cheek T___T

It's like.. why am I doing this to myself? Why can't I just study hard, really hard . . . WHYYYYYYYY

But still ! It's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Never once said that a paper was easy but this macro paper was; because the only 2 problems I face is :

1. not enough bullshit to write

2. waiting for time to pass

Throughout the whole 2 hours of the paper, all I did was just stop & stare, stone and then sleep with the hoods over my head

Also got caught for wearing fitflops to the exam hall :/ One does not simply catch someone wearing slippers just because I'm staring at the clock

had a pretty good nap just now @ the exam hall, so I did a face mask ^^

So this is how life is like after completing the whole poly year 1, watching top gear on ipad while waiting for top gear's tv showtime. Was re-watching the Japan special with mum

Velvet underground, aquanova, butter factory's bump

Chalet on 29th, hope my plan doesn't fail

Birthday in less than a month, getting so nearrrrr now. 18th birthday, I feel like buying something I really like for myself. Smth I can use for a very long time and is significant too.. like when I use it in the future I'll be reminded of myself being 18years old. Shall give myself a goal since my life have been goal-less throughout, hope I'll get to work and earn my own money then buy my first 2.55 or smth. Hmm but the one thing I want the most now is still a driving license !

Feeling hopeless sometimes, I'll prove to you one day, I'll work hard, I'll buy mum and I something..

Why are you always siding with them? Why can't you stand by us too..? I'm stubborn and you're stubborn x2 :/

I want to re-dye my hair too, the burgundy red is totally orangy brown which is the last color I want!!

Alright abrupt byebye w some pix

Want something with the misfits fiend skull, maybe a shirt !

saw a similar airtrek turbo today, I just love fierce-eyed cars

take me seriously

just had 2 mini cornettos, om nomnomnom

IT'S TIME TO PLAY THE NINI ANTHEM, C H E E R S

time to find a job too

time to find my iphone cover

time to do some serious shopping

and.......

time to do what I always wanted to complete 1year ago...

I can't wait for Thursday

2012-02-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

RT @saltedfishys: RT“@yapwanhsien: 下雨天” 了怎么办，我好想你
Tdy is a rainy day, so song of the day is Xia yu tian, keep humming and singing the first few sentences only

Drinking my fav dessert barley ginkgo nut now ! Love the hualiuliu taste of it BUT NOT THE GINKGOS... EVEN AFTER MY MUM TOLD ME GINKGOS CAN WHITEN SKIN............. :( I still don't like it

audi r8 is one sexy bitch, it's sexier than any babes wearing bikini

it won the 1gallon race too !

Still like m3 abit moreee, saw one m3 @ cwp tdy, hot red, so swag and fierce

rly watch too much top gear alr, I wanna try this so much now

Okay the blogger app on my phone failed to upload the pix, so I'm going to go twitter and get all my instagram urls to upload here, B R B

Finally POA paper is also downnnnnnnn, redo the trial balance and finally got to balance it at the last 10minutes and I was sooo delighted and stomped my feet like a YESSSS or smth, overload with joy cuz it reminds me of the O level's trading P/L that I got to balance..... but everyone managed to do so -_-

Now it's just the last paper of macroecons on thursday, can't wait for it. I'm brainstorming so hard everyday.. during the exams, during studying, ON HOW TO SPEND MY HOLIDAYS, WISELY

Yap's black iphone, love the wallpaper

Tdy :
1. went causeway gelare, plan fail cause it's tuesday and the usual empty gelare is FULL because there's 1 for 1 on tuesday, cheapo singaporeans haiyo

2. went to starbucks, walked like 2 rounds and 2 seats got errr snatched, somehow idk how, maybe we're just not fast enough

3. decided to just settle down @ library's cafe, I can't study at the real library anymore, it's too dry and too quiet and no drinks and it just reminds me of the O lvl days, horrible

Shared the hilarious hazelnut, very shiok, I like !

This was during teabreak with mum and dad at sunplaza's Yakun, some milo blender which taste ^^

breakfast a few days ago, APPETISING ISN'T IT

this was my supper a few days ago, caitowkway with chilli padi O_<

I think I posted this before again, okay not sure but this picture's caption is :

Finally, I look white :D - Sincerely, yellow teeth.

Luv my kitchen floor<3

the serious face I have a decade ago, not sure how old though

North canteen's yong tau foo, looks so healthy here heehee

my 1st topshop brogue

Didn't know this was called Dorayaki, I only know it's tongluoshao in chinese

trying to compete who take the leaf pic more artistic-ly, obviously me

HEHE

Cosy little chouchou who's been w me since 2yrold. I promised before that I'll still be with you when my hair turns white, I will make it true.

SWEAR I WILL.

Even when I have my own child, I will still have you, I will still hug you, even when I'm no longer alive, I hope you will still be with me :<

Timbre

Nice light, although I don't like balloons

Downloading all the top gear specials from youtube, SOME ARE EVEN IN HD 1080

Just counted, I've 17 top gear videos @ ipad now yay ! Mum's been telling me to put some top gear videos there so that when we travel ard w/o 3g we can at least watch our fav show ^^

So finally I managed to find some specials like the Japan GTR vs bullet train (which I watched ytd, it was so fun ! One by car, the other 2 by train/bullet train/cable car/boat/scooters, watching them getting lost and the japanese GPS)

India's special mini towing roll royce, the Boat challenge when they drive their cars ON the water, the Trains challenge when they drive their cars ON the railway track, a whole 12minutes of Top gear laughters, the Sauna game and the Pussy energy drink!!

ALSO THE IGO VS FOX CAR FOOTBALL. PLAYING FOOTBALL WHILE DRIVING THEIR CARS. HOW COME SO CREATIVE

I LOVE THESE

AND THIS. JESSICA LOOKS... PRETTY ABSURD

@ S.P Davinci library

my dad look like Daesung I swear

Some travel pix from instagram, mainly inspired by phyllis, love her photos from europe !

Need a new iphone cover, want a cosmic one to go with the cosmic background I have now
Can't wait for thursday and chalet & cq
Gonna paint my nails on thursday ! Prolly the OPI nicki minaj metallic if there is
My military vest!!

So I finally watched Transformer and I knew I'll like it because it reminds me so much of Power Ranger when they transform, yeah it really reminds me so much of them, just that there isn't any 5rangers sitting inside the 'autobots'

Military Jacket,

2012-02-14T00:33:00.001+08:00

Study plan failed again tdy, the last time I told myself that I'll start studying soon, it was last Friday and I had exactly a week to prepare for my stats exam

NOW?

IT'S GONNA BE TUESDAY

WHICH

MORE

DAYS

THE

EXAM

And I'm still like a couch potato. Hate to feel like that esp during exam times.

But too bad there's legit reasons to be a couch potato

TOP GEAR

Camping around BBC Knowledge chnl 407 these few days w mum, I just love these 3 guys.

I actually hated this programme in the past because I think it's just very sad and abit disrespectful for all the audience to be standing, but NOW, I'll love to be one of the audience there standing and seeing those cars & of course, seeing all 3 of them.

THIS.

The Chinese are very good at this sort of thing. I’m speaking to you now from behind a pair of fake Ray-Bans, wearing a fake Armani jacket, carrying a fake Louis Vuitton bag, in which we find a fake iPad and a fake iPhone. And if we consult my fake Omega, we see that it’s 25 to 3pm probably. Which means it is time to pop into the fake Starbucks over there for a cup of fake coffee.

Anw ytd I challenged mum that I will be able to wake up to go blanco court for prawn mee breakfast, been so longgggggggggg since the 3 of us had breakfast there, it's like during pri sch holidays??

So tdy, very proud to announce that I managed to get my chinese ass out of the bed, though it's still mum who woke me up but THE DETERMINATION TO EAT PRAWN MEE IS THERE. So yeah, challenge accomplished ^^V
Had a very good nua snoozing rest time in the car, I luv it

Everytime I go Haji lane and wanna eat their prawn mee, EVERYTIME IT'S CLOSED, IDK WHY
But they say it's opened till 4pm.... but most probably they close at 1pm when they sell finish their prawns or what lo

Ordered the 3-1 prawn noodles one and then after that, we decided to order 1 bowl of the soup and prawns, which also cost $8 but worth it, considering we drove quite a long distance there hehe, must make it worthwhile for the trip

Brace yourself.

Went to parkway parade after that and saw this bmw X1, mum and I were like ooh my baby O_O you look so goooood. Yet another dream.

These few days I'm thinking and brainstorming hard on how to spend my holiday well hehe, might be working, will be having chalet, and also the birthday drinking, hai mei lian hao wo de jiu liang :< Wanna go cq after exams, luv the nightlife there, the river, the music, the Gmax. I'm just so playful, I wanna try everything fun
but I'm sure I won't go wrong, I won't let it either.

Butter factory's GAJA every thurs night ! Hopefully ^^ Want to go this more mainly because of GDTOP & BIGBANG, WHAT ELSE? BAHAHAH

I found another legit cavewoman or beast heehee

Holidays also must go back to USS, the human ride weeeeeee

Jm's favourite One Piece, Monkey de Luffy, IS IT THE CORRECT NAME

On a very side note, I really don't like ppl who don't like roller coasters. Especially guys. (unless they have batophobia) Really, next time if my bf's gonna whine to me telling me to skip roller coasters and pull me to play some spinning tea cup, I'm gonna kick his ass down to river nile, yeah man river nile, all the way in egypt

Random pix of SHINee that I used to like during sec4 days

Oh god I knew it was a wrong move to on my lappy because I can never OFF it. Even if there's nth much for me to do alr I will just go funshion or tumblr and ta-daaaaaa life's good.

Just keep telling myself that there will be time to study tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow. UNTIL WHEN THURSDAY COME, I WILL BE DEAD

Alright it's gonna be 12.30am soon and I have wasted a whole 4hrs, sleep early tdy or try to study? This is a hard qns

old and new pix from the camera roll

when I was figuring out the app

icing room !

That very hungry day at com lab when my stomach growling was heard :/

The obey cap is GONE.

tangs private sales, WHO GOT THE LAST OBEY SALTYDOG SNAPBACK . !?

Photobomb level, just a finger

CUTE RIGHT

Anw got these from watson for 20bux, 2bux for each and buy10get1free ^^

Bride laughing that I saw on AXN just now

1.05 and 1.22 HAHAH

Don't regret what you say

2012-02-10T03:50:00.000+08:00

Forgot if I have posted these photos but I'll just post it, taken from ipad photobooth, in Great world city bus ! Somehow I think I posted before..

Clara hse

blur tiffy looking blur

Been so long since I last visited this little white box, it's already 10th February now, 10days just flew past like that. Exactly 7more days to my Stats exam, need to go thru so many topics within a week and look what I'm doing now....

YEAH WHAT AM I DOING NOW. I'M HAVING MY POM TEST TMR OKAYNO ITS A FEW HOURS AND

FIRST

I'M NOT STUDYING IT

SECOND

I RATHER WASTE MY TIME OPENING NEW TABS FROM

BLOGS TO TUMBLR TO YOUTUBE TO FB TO LOOKBOOK

AND THEN I JUMP BACK TO BLOGS AND THIS GOES ON FOR THE PAST FEW HRS...

Decided to skip tmrw's revision lecture, mainly cuz today I finally felt the shiokness of waking up without the f up alarm sound, got out of my bed ard 1pm and sch starts at 4pm heehee

Its kinda bad though cause everyone is going back home at that time when I'm walking to NYP, it's like going against the current

I am always at a lost when I haven't blog for dayyyyyyyyys because Idk where to start from, hmm so Instagram is like a memory machine, helps to bring back some memories because sometimes I rly forget what I do, sometimes me and my mum will just sit down and brainstorm what we had for dinner the night before, THATS HOW BAD

This was my POM group project!!!!! Yeah they were all saying that I'm showing off but no cuz I posted on fb and tagged all my grp mates, okay maybe abit of yes because this is my 1st ''A" for a project, DEAD SERIOUS HERE

All the while my projects are always around C and B-, sometimes a B+ is like stand for Bonus+ already

SO SEEING' A IS LIKE :

o_O!?

O_O!!!!!

This was wednesday's outfit, both loafers/dress are from fep, been so long since I bought stuff there

This was after my Excel test, went to orchard to find mum for lunch, super craving for the hot&sour soup + egg fried rice

At AJ's house that day, #life'sgood

if only ....

Love her house..

The tigers, it is in plural form because the back of the dress is the same design !

I was trying it @ the fitting room then the salesgirl told me she have 1 piece that has 1 additional tiger behind

So I started to think, 1 tiger for $29.90, 2 tigers also $29.90

but 2 tigers like abit too much leh, my mum knew what I was thinking so she just hurried and paid before I can change my mind

She told the salesgirl : Faster pay you first, if not you tell her got 1 lion printed one she cfm need time to think all over again

HAHAH MALE LIONS ESPECIALLY, I THINK THEY'RE DAMN HANDSOME WITH THE MANE

WOLVES ALSO HANDSOME ONE

Hahah from kentmaid

La kopi time with mum, mini brunch !

the best damn thing in the world; Half boiled eggs

Hooters@Clark quay

Phyllis had long island which I very much wanna order but I don't dare because one who gets drunk on hooch and breezers shouldn't take this risk -______-

So while the rest were enjoying their heineken, the angmoh liang teh, I was drinking my $4.80 rootbeer

ALSO BEER

I like cq a lot, it's like night life, which I can nvr have

Need to try the gmax someday

Walked past several cool places and heard so many good songs thr, can hear the booming from outside yet I can only look from the outside too............. TOP OF THE WORLD, IT'S THE CATARACS

So we walked past this dark place right opp the carpark entrance and many ppl were queuing to go in, I thought if they hang 2 pumpkins outside it will reallyyyy look like the themepark haunted house, it's zirca

kx2's birthday ! First time playing cake smashing!!!! It's fun, esp at the playground, totally gave me the catching feel I always feel when playing catching.

In the end I gave up running ard and peacefully let them smash some cake on my face

WHICH FEELS DAMN COOL CUZ THE CAKE IS COLD

The vanilla cake from icing room is actually not bad, we thought it will taste damn nasty so when we're like left with 1/3 of the cake, we ate some using our dirty hands hehe and then continue playing again

3.31am already :< Anyway I am really curious if all #Pisces are living in their own world, always feeling lost. Yeah everyone's been saying this about me but I not always what :/ But I still find it cool to live in the ancient times with sword behind my back, robbing the rich saving the poor

I believe everyone has a badass in their heart. Nobody is really 100% kind-hearted. Okay maybe yes but maybe at a small little corner of the heart, there is just pure hate/evil. I'm not a good person also, I hate ppl who hates me even if they did nth but just simply don't like me. I believe in forgive but never ever forget. I believe in revenge. My mouth also quite poison. I make fun of black mahjong all the time HAHAHAH

2 stories that I read on the net, just words and they can bring tears to ppl, both are about a girl dying, 1's cancer, another's heart attack. Very dramatic but still, things like these happen in real life. Idwanna regret next time too.

Married or not you should read this...

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

「你确定你要跟我交往？」
「嗯。」我点点头

她犹豫了一下…「那有一个条件…」
「什么？」

「明年的今天我们要分手。」
「什么？」还没开始交往就谈分手？

「到底要不要？」
「为什么？」

「因为我还年轻，不想现在就被爱套住一辈子。」

跟她认识是在两个月前。
当天我们两个匆匆忙忙的要去图书馆，
在门口刚好〝撞个正着〞。

她很生气的说「你不知道女士优先吗？」
「妳不知道现在讲求男女平等吗？」我也不服气的问她
虽然以身材看，我当然占了优势。

本来是要道歉的，看到她这么咄咄逼人，
我忍不住也顶了回去。
「你不是我们班上那个自以为很帅，
长的很占空间的许彦平？」

「什么自以为啊？像你这种丑小鸭
我根本不记得班上有妳这个人。」

我长得又高又瘦，电脑一级棒，又是篮球校队的队员。
而且我还会弹钢琴～连我都很佩服我自己。
这不是自大！是自信！

她插着腰皱着眉
「说的也是，脸皮厚的人
给人家的印象总是比较深刻嘛～」

挖哩勒$#$&
从那刻开始，我们两个没一刻不吵，
一见面非得斗他个三分钟以上
可是住一切在别人眼中全成了〝打情骂俏〞。

「我就算没长眼也不会看上她这个〝虎罢母〞。」

「我也没兴趣让大猪公喜欢上我。」

「……。」无言

其实她人缘不错，班上很多人都跟她打成一片，
她开朗、不做作。
但是！他唯独对我老是那种气死人的态度。
但是在不知不觉中，跟她斗嘴变成一种很自然、
很轻松的事…
有时候看她跟其他人斗嘴，心里竟会泛起酸酸的感觉……

天气渐凉，我摸摸自己的额头…「有一点热说…。」
最后我还是决定去练篮球。
跑在体育馆的地板上，身体有点不听使唤，
女生的尖叫声此时变的很刺耳。

我跟着队友回防「彦平～接着！」
我一个不留神，被篮球打中，跌坐在地板上。
一伙人一轰而上，突然从人群中冒出一个人，拉着我说
「还坐在这嘛？去保健室啊。」

是她…
她跟我那群围着我的队友说
「你们继续练吧，我扶他去保健室啦。」

为什么没有人阻止她？
「我还可以走，我說妳…不怕被上面那群女生杀？? 」
「啊～？什么？」她眨眨眼，一脸疑惑。真是个笨蛋……。

到了保健室，发现保健护士跷班。
「她又不在了。」
「我说你嘛爱逞强？被球砸到还跌倒，真够你的丢脸了。」
她就不能说点别的吗？

她摸摸我的额头，我吓了一跳「妳怎么知道我发烧？」
「筊杯。」她说的理所当然
我一脸受不了的样子「耍笨啊？」
「没啦，因为你今天看起来很没精神啊，骂起来很没感觉。」
这也能算理由？ …我看着她发呆的脸，
突然很想、很想把她占为己有。

「羽澄…当我的女朋友，好吗？…」
「看吧，我就知道你们两个一定有问题。」
我搂着她「有什么问题？」
「冤家变亲家喔～」旁边的人跟着起哄

冬天的时候抱着她真的很舒服，她呵呵的笑着。
我不知道她怎么处理我的那些〝倒贴贴纸〞，
只知道那些似乎难不倒她。
我喜欢骑着我的机车载她回家，
她本来还不肯，因为有捷运。

但是…我喜欢她紧张时紧紧的抱着我，
当然我不会跟她说我这种有点色色的感觉。
跟她说，她大概会笑着骂我说〝大色猪〞～

１２月将至，街上已经处处弥漫着圣诞节的味道了。
她最近感觉一直瞒着我偷偷进行什么事，
我当然没问，因为…装傻啊～
我知道我的生日在１２月，当然他如果不是在忙我的事，
我大概会…抓狂吧。

「走吧、走吧～」放学她就拉着我~走。
我装傻的说「去哪啊？放学要乖乖回家喔。」
她捶我，嘟着嘴说「你再装嘛！好～那我回家啦～」
「啊啊～卖啦，大姊。」我抱住她不让她走
她拍拍我的脸「那还不快走？」
「去哪里？」
「去看海啊～你不是很喜欢海吗？
我发现一个很漂亮的地方喔。」
「这种天气妳会感冒的。」
「安啦～我的身体健康的很，走啦～」

我们搭火车来到基隆，她熟稔的绕过几条街，人渐渐稀少…。
「你看～快看啊。」
望着深蓝色的海，远处的灯火依稀点缀着海岸线，
天上竟露出几颗星星。
海浪拍打着海岸，风的声音在耳边环绕…。
「看呆啦？呵呵～」她握着我的手，
「好漂亮…。」
「当然，我找了好久。」

她放开我的手，在包包里头找东西
我看着她「妳在找什么？」
她从包包拿出两支蜡烛，一包东西。
她点燃一支蜡烛，然后说「我只拿两支蜡烛，
一支代表你，一支代表我。」

她指着她没燃起的蜡烛说
「这支是你，我不要你燃烧」
「因为我会用生命为你点亮黑夜喔。当我燃烧完时…」
她打开那包东西「我用我的心为你织一条围巾，
这样你就不会冷了。」

我紧紧的抱着她，心中的感动我说不出口
「傻瓜..我只会怕你冷。」
我轻轻覆上她的唇……竟忽略了她所说的话…是多么的苦…。

圣诞节到了，刚过完生日没多久，她说不想大肆庆祝。
于是我们去华纳看了一场电影，然后去清大看夜景。
她依偎着我「如果台北下一场雪就好了。」
「呵呵～下雪麻？」
「我想化成雪，而且是那种温暖的雪喔。」
「恩…然后呢？」
「然后啊…覆盖在台北，因为你住在台北。」
「傻瓜。我已经有围巾啦，不怕冷了。」

她没有回话，静静的问我说「平…我问你喔…」
「恩，给妳问。」我把他搂进我的外套里，她的脸埋在我的胸口
「你会爱我多久？」
我楞了一下，我知道很多女生都会问这个
但是…，我怎么觉得她问的…很苦？
我想了想…「我会爱妳到妳不再爱我为止。」
「你说的喔…爱我到我不再爱你为止…。」

我突然感觉胸口一阵湿润
我慌了，第一次看她哭
「妳怎么了？是不是哪里不舒服啊？」
她笑着说「没啦～我太感动了嘛。呵呵～」

很快的新的一年又到了，我们一如往常，感情越来越好。
有时候我们会因为对方吃点小醋，吵点架，却依然很甜蜜。
当初有些不看好我们的同学，现在也只能在旁羡慕。
今天一早，门铃突然响起。
从桃园上台北读书，所以我一个人在外头租房子。
假日早上门铃就大响，我拖着半睡半醒的身子起身开门。

「谁啊～？啊，怎么是妳？」
我打开门，她不说话，跟着我进了家门。
坐到沙发上后，她脸色凝重的说「我们分手吧。」
我楞在那，这句台词在电视的肥皂剧场看到，
怎么现在换成我？
「妳是开玩笑的还是哪根螺丝掉了？」我生气的问她
「我是认真的。」她低着头
「发生什么事了吗？昨天不是还好好的？」
我尽量压低我的怒气
她双手握着，依然低着头「是啊，但是我今天是很认真的…」
「认真个屁！」我忍不住骂出口
她突然抬起头说「认真的过愚人节啊～哈哈～」
她扑上我，调皮的抱着我「愚人节快乐喔～」

我捏着她的脸「快乐个头啊，拜托一下，
不要一早就来吓人好不好？」
「啊啊～好痛啦！」她打着我的肩膀
「谁叫妳要开这种玩笑。」
「你好生气喔。」
「废话！没事说要分手，你电视剧看太多啊？」
「我很认真的跟你过每个节日，怎么可以骂我～」
她离开我的大腿上，跟我扮了个鬼脸，我起身追着她跑

「妳不要跑，气死我了。」我指着床对面的她
「哈哈～才不理你呢。年老盛衰喔你。
我贼贼的笑，跑了过去，她当然马上躲，我伸手把拦住她，
这就是栏球技巧上的〝假动作〞啦～
我现在把它发挥的淋漓尽至

她被我压在床上动弹不得「看妳往哪跑。」
她不说话，我低头看她，发现她脸色苍白
「妳怎么了？哪里不舒服？」
我起身扶着她，她摸着胸口，
喘喘气「没啦，气喘啊，没事的。」

「对不起，我忘了妳有气喘…。」
「没关系啦～走吧，我们一起去吃早餐。」
「嗯。」感觉上怪怪的，但是…大概是我想太多了吧。
秋天到了，提醒着我她的生日将近，
也提醒着我一年的期限快到了…。

不知道她忘了没，我现在当然很后悔当初为什么要答应她。
不过看她也没记起的迹象…大概她自己也忘了吧。
「彦平、彦平，大事不好了～」小黑匆匆从教室外跑进来
「嘛？是拉登要攻美了，还是舒琪要退出演艺圈？」
「你还有那个心情开玩笑？羽澄在走廊昏倒了。」
「什么？你说什么？」我冲出教室，一把抱起昏倒的她，直往医院冲

我的直觉告诉我，这绝不是平凡的昏倒，不安的神经不停跳动…
「拜托妳可千万别出事…。」
手术灯亮起，我坐在外头静静的等
不知道过了多久，医生从门的另一边把她推出来。
她口上带着氧气罩，挂着点滴，脸色很白。
「你就是许彦平吧。」医生在我未开口前打断了我
我惊讶的看着他「你怎么知道？」
「我当然知道，我是她的主治医师。她常常提起你…。」
「主治医师？什么意思？她不是很健康？怎么…」
他摇头「那是因为她一直没告诉你，
她不是气喘，而是心脏病。」

「你、你胡说什么？…」
「我没有胡说，她的生命已经所剩不多了，好好把握吧。」
我颤抖，无法接受这突来的消息…
不久后，她的家人也赶来了
她母亲看着我，摸着我了脸说「孩子…不要难过，
因为你，羽澄才能把她最后的生命活得这么漂亮…。」
我的泪终于不争气的流了下来……。

之后的日子，我都待在医院里陪她。
她一直要我去上课，但是我在教室根本无心上课，
哪怕哪一刻她都将永远离开我，而我却见不着她最后一面。
她看着天花板，笑着说「我的生日快到了呢。」
「恩，我没忘。妳是在妳最爱的秋天生的。」
我握着她纤细的手
「而且是在有很多假日的十月喔。
谢谢妈妈把我生在这么棒的月份～」

她呵呵的笑着，我想笑，却怎么也笑不出声音
她开朗笑声的背后，究竟是承担了多少的苦？
看似坚强，其实却是最脆…

一群医生又跑进病房，我丢下手中的东西奔了过去。
她最近发病的次数很多，生命就像将燃烧完的蜡烛…蜡烛…。
每次当麻醉药退的时候，她总是给我一个笑容。
告诉我她没事。
这次她没有力气告诉我她没事，
我握紧她的手「别说话，休息一下。」

医生告诉我她的时间所剩不多，要我要有心理准备。
我坐在她的床边，看着她不如以往娇嫩的容颜，
瘦弱的手，憔悴。
我无声的流出泪来，因为我不敢让她听见，
她都没哭，我怎能哭。

我低着头，墙上的中滴答地飨着
「还有一分钟是我的生日呢。」
「妳怎么没睡？」我吓了一跳
「平…哭的时候要哭出声音喔…不然会得内伤呢。」
「五、四、三、二、一……碰～祝我生日快乐～」她开心的笑着

「羽澄，」
「恩？」
「嫁给我，好吗？」我拿出戒指
她看着我，流下泪来……「我…我……」
「好不好？…」
「好……。」

我替她戴上戒指后，
她闭上眼，轻轻的说「平…我要当你的妻子，
我下辈子一定要当你的妻子，好不好？」
「好。」

「然后我们要在去看海边看星星，好不好？」
「好。」

「然后要生两个孩子，女的叫羽萍，男的叫彦成，好不好？」
「好。」

「下辈子我要爱你到永远，好不好？」
「好。」

「彦平…。」
「恩？」

「我好累，我想休息一下……。」
「好的，妳可以好好的休息了，羽澄……。」

哔－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

平：

今天我们要分手，这是你自己答应我的，不要忘了。
记得你说过，你会爱我到我不爱你为止
从此刻开始，我梁羽澄不再爱你，你也不准再爱我
在我回来爱你之前，不允许你再爱我。
请你原谅我的自私，活着的人，总是比较辛苦吧。
如果你真的爱我，就不要再爱我了。
我们相约在下辈子，不要忘了喔。

Life is really fragile. You never know what's gonna happen the next moment.

Please cherish the people around you.

jayleywoojiaqi.com

From the tumblr,

2012-02-01T00:55:00.001+08:00

Looking at pix like that at such timing is a torture, esp when my retainers' already on argh, hungry.....

HATE

FEEL

HUNGRY

EVERY

NIGHT

LIKE THAT

Alright I'm quite lazy to write words today, hehe so I went to my tumblr and just put 1 big chunk of pix I like. Hmm I swear school is getting sicker day by day, every morning when my mum wakes me up, I just tell her don't bother about me anymore, just let me sleep in my blanket cosily for the rest of the day

BUT I CAN'T, I feel guilty, damn guilty, and I live just 3stations away from my school while I have friends who live in jurong, SO YEAH

Feb 23rd, I'm on my way to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But nowadays I really don't know what I'm doing, I don't bother to study when I know the exams are alr weeks near, POM is like next week??!

And I'm happily here, scrolling my tumblr, posting my blog post . . .

I want to travel, right now, see some snow, drive some car, eat some food, and have some fun

These few days keep talking about the future, what am I gonna do after this 3 years of poly life? I know I don't wanna study anymore, if I were to study, it's really not for me but for my mum, because I don't want her to be disappointed with me, and I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO LOOK DOWN ON HER AND ON ME

But I just can't study, I hate it, I mean nobody likes it but I'm just like that, things that I hate I'll just be so reluctant to continue doing it, I GIVE UP EASILY

Because no matter what, I still believe life is all about living it happily, damn simple

this is still the best scene, the best Edward Cullen moment ^^

hahah so cute, lurking in the dark

the interior in brown O_^

"hongkong traffic jam"

what a traffic jam......................

And all the cute stuff

Did anyone else noticed that handsome squidward wears miu miu fall 2007?

ONLY THE JAPANESE

^Not sure what that is.

^Vertigo soothing glasses

^10-in-1 Gardening tool

Umbrella headband

The noodle eaters hair guard

BECAUSE DRUNK PEOPLE DON'T NEED STAIRS. OR RIBS.

he is a god among men

OMG

BIG BANG BAHAHAH, TRUCKLOADS OF CUTENESS

All the rofl things in tumblr

TRYING TO TAKE SEXY FACE PICTURES

the-absolute-funniest-posts:

Other people:

Me:

I WANNA GO USS SO MUCHHHHH,

ROLLER COASTERS, I WANNA BE ON HUMAN RIDE, SOON, ENDURE 1MTH MORE TSY

Damn regret, go las vegas nvr try the roller coaster, I nvr got to see it -_____-

And all the pretty inspirations I love and adore :') One day I'll become part of it, one day

itsbeenaperfectday:

Kate Moss in the 1990s with Mario Sorrenti

alexa chung

Gonna have a starhub MBLM gathering during feb, 3rd I think, hehe think it will be at LvL33, which has this scenery!!!

Wanted to go LvL33 so much when I was working at marina bay link mall, it's at the standard chartered building, take a secret lift and zoooooooooom you go. Kk it's lame but I find it fun

Why do I always find things fun when ppl always say it's lame....

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM<3

-
8am class tmrw, PLEASE LET ALL THESE SHIT END SOON

5preview & their shirts are so cool!!!!!!!!

Okay this blog post is like truckloads full of pix, so I shall add in more words, FROM TWITTER

Hahah not bad RT@funnyevil When a girl cancels a date, it’s because she has to. But when a guy cancels a date it’s because he has two.

butter factory GAJA, kpop music just doesn't seem to be wrong Idk why
(Hope mum will be willing to go butter factory with me on my birthday ! Imagine them playing Big bang songs, LE DIE ON THE SPOT HAPPILY)

Wtf is marshall-edgeworth price index in stats?? I don't think I'll ever need this shit even if my future is like shit (REALLY, WHY AM I LEARNING SHIT LIKE THESE, AND SHIT TUTORIAL IS AT SHITTY 8AM WTFUCK)

#Pisces already knows what will happen. (Sometimes I really know...)

proenza schouler PS1, mygod

Ahah mum asking me to help her buy color contacts hehe, need to get a new pair soon too

Need some eye mask or smth, my panda eyes -____-""""""

Yeahhhhhh hope can ! RT“@13ren5a: @saltedfishys it's ok honey. Pwn her like how we did in access. ��”

HAHAH NON COLOR CONTACTS, I SHALL SEE ^^

♏ @yapwanhsien

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@saltedfishys I am going to buy non-colour contacts hehe

Too fast to live, too young to die.

2012-01-28T15:17:00.001+08:00

Haven't use the $20 that I topped up in paypal yet, wanted to buy this that time . . . But they say 4+1 free shipping, means need to buy 5?? Should I just get 5 colours of these heehee

dip dyed shorts, should or should not

School had been okay okay these days, because I seem to be like giving up on my studies already, every morning I'm so reluctant to wake up for school, so yesterday on friday, I told my mum to just let me sleep, don't even make breakfast for me, I just wanna n u a on my bed and cuddle under my blanket with chouchou

BUT THE GUILTYNESS INSIDE ME WOKE ME UP, SHIT ME

So I woke up ard 8+am, walked around trying to figure out if I need to eat breakfast anot, then I went back to the room and drew eyeliner then I went back to the kitchen and thought of having a mini cornetto for breakfast since there wasn't enough time for milo biscuit and eggs

AND IT'S AWESOME HEEHEE

Not a big fan of icecream but this is dope shit, dopest ice cream everrrrr

Anw yesterday night, we stayed in koufu for 3hours doing boring things, @tiffany even poured the water out from the bottle onto the table, this girl miss wildwildwet too much

Cabbed down to farrer road for swee choon dimsum ! Just realised I didn't take any pix, alamak, but I like the red bean flat biscuit a lot !!!!! Harkao was really bad to me idk why, shouldn't have ate it :/ Liusha bao was good too ^^V Don't like to call it custard bun hahahah liusha sounds more hongkongish to me

Mrt back home with @regina after that, eat until damn full

Anw I'm living in regrets now because I didn't buy the topman backpack the other time :< It was like ard 32 or 36bucks, mad cheap and everyone was asking me to buy but I didn't cuz mum wasn't there then . . . NOW THE BAG'S GONEEEEEEEEE, vivo outlet gone, ion orchard one also gone. GG

Wanna get a swing/pleated skirt so much!!!! Burgundy color, black color, mustard color I just want a skirt nowwwww, I can only find 1 skirt at home which is my orchid park sec school skirt which is in ugly green

Okay don't count maxi skirts, alright this just inspired me what to wear out ltr, maxi always covers the ugly tanned legs

If only I have such beautiful thick hair . . . . . . . . . My hair fall rate is -_______- Going bald soon with that long scalp line thing I have

Exams coming in 2 / 3 weeks time, it still felt like Sem2 just started for me, but now it's alr ending :/

jellybird shots ! Daven said it was nice until the 2nd or 3rd shot, wanna try this !

THIS IS SO TRUE AND CUTE TO FANGIRLS

YOU STARTLED THE WITCH AHAHAH

9gag is everywhere now! very random but Kana sounds like Kanina, just realised it ytd

Okay I must start on my eff writing SOON, going out with mum ltr :>

KNEEWAY

This is one of the most meaningful club songs ever, not just party and dance and swing the head or what, although the title . . err hem

You got a girl that doesn't look a thing like me
The girl your mother always said it would be
So, you could say that
You could say that I'm hopeless

But that ain't the girl, that ain't the girl I want you to be
The girl that kissed me oh and I see in my dreams
So, you could say that
You could say that I love her
Oh oh oh

So I don't care what they sayIt's our life life lifeWe can dance if we want make it feel alrightTemperature's rising, I feel the vibeTonight it's just me and you

Tell me baby will you be here when I wake up
Even with no make-up
I don't wanna fake it, fake it

And you don't gotta doubt a second if I miss you
Every time I'm with you
I feel naked

HeyI feel nakedYou know I want itSo let me get itYou say you got itWhat you gon' do with itOh oh oh

If I told you girl come and run away with me
Now would you throw it all away for me
I need to know that, need to know that
It's not over

'Cause you were the boy daddy told to stay away from me
But you're nothing but a fantasy
I need to know that, need to know that
You'd be strong enough to believe in us

'Cause I don't care what they say
It's our life life life

We can dance if we want make it feel alrightTemperature's rising, I feel the vibeTonight it's just me and you

Tell me baby will you be here when I wake upEven with no make-upI don't wanna fake it, fake it

And you don't gotta doubt a second if I miss you

Tonight it's just me and youOh oh oh

Back to this little white box,

2012-01-23T18:12:00.001+08:00

WHAT SHOW IS THIS !?

我都係個充滿爰嘅人，我梗係鐘意人先同佢一齊，會俾佢感覺好多愛

—	Myolie Wu, Interview from 3Weekly #637

Asked my mum to help me translate, I can't read canto :<

Back home from the CNY getaway we had over the sea @ sentosa ! Stayed over at hard rock hotel for 2 nights and both mum and I gained weight. :X Hmm didn't get to go USS even though I really really REALLYYYYY wanna go..
I didn't want to play alone in there, screaming alone on cylone and human.. it'll still be fun but just.. not as fun I guess. Spent my free time at the room balcony watching the cylone and human coasters in envy. *_*

Some instagram pix from fb ^^

The day when we went amk for engho hokkien mee

Before leaving hse,

1st day there, took the very looong quiet aircon route to the forum which not much ppl took cause it look like some door to narnia, think it's the convention centre hall thingy

won't dare to walk it alone, too silent, though it's a great place to play block-catching

RUNNING MAN >:O

dad, to accommodate my height !

Took afternoon naps for both days there, very n u a hehe

And it was raining too, good time for some cuddling with blanket and chouchou

And then waking up from the nap to see this beautiful rainbow

IT'S BEEN YEARS SINCE I LAST SAW ONE, it's a double rainbow actually, can't rly see here :/

Took alot of panorama shots on my phone but I just couldn't get a perfect shot of the whole rainbow

can't link it properly *facepalm

Gonna upload more pix soon ! Tonight at 7pm there's God of Honour, and then 8pm there's Square Pegs, the old ancient ahwang show!! Missed out 4 eps of War and Beauty though, gonna go funshion and search for it later hehe

Panda 1: Omnomnomnomnom

Panda 2: Everyday, I’m tumblin’~

Panda 3: Ahh I love you sooo—— GET OFF *kicks*

That moment when you and your friend are having a good time in class

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And suddenly the teacher yells your name, and you’re like

Spent my afternoon watching 野蛮奶奶 on tv ! Hehe Bosco Wong and Myolie Wu, so glad that they're tgt in real life <3 Watched them since young, I'm old enough to say that ahahah

this interview happened way back in 2007 when they were still rumouredto be together. now, in 2011, they’re not. they’re official ;A;

I’m still waiting for the day when this becomes a reality haha :>

SO BASICALLY MYOLIE JUST ADMITTED THAT BOSCO IS HER BOYFRIEND.

THE SHIPPER HEART IS EXPLODING.

BOSCOLIEEEEEEEEEE OMG <3

I LOVE HOW THE WHOLE AWARDS SHOW WAS A BOSCOLIE MOMENT.

SO ADORABLE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Anyway Phyllis and friends, well said.

Found this link to a Singapore love story, @leejiamin you need to read this!!!
http://www.goodybooks.com/asingaporelovestory.htm

when I was walking here, I saw a word on the road,” Michael said, panting. “It said, ‘Slow.’ So I slowed down. You know, I am already very slow with these sticks. When I slowed down, six ants and two snails overtook me. My ego was totally bruised.”

I giggled.

“I helped you,” he continued. “I bribed Sherry with one dollar and sixty-three cents, because I know your rich parents will not allow you to meet a handsome man alone. So, Miss Noodles, to thank me, just let me walk in. Say you never see me; that I’m transparent.”

“You owe me an explanation.”

Michael walked in crutches towards the gate. “Yeah, today, after school, meet me at the smoking area.”

“Smoking area?”

“The place you saw me smoking.” Michael took painful steps in. “And you owe me a meal. Do you know that if not for me, you’d be damn rich now?”

“Why?”

“Coz I’ll send you at least a million dollars. I meant, burn a million dollars to you.”

“You can’t skip school just because of that excuse!”

“Then what do you propose? You carry me to and fro school?”

I swallowed. “You can, erm, take the aeroplane. Just…come to school.”

Michael nearly choked. “The top student in Jurong Secondary School has a weird sense of humour. You must be one of those who cannot find a partner during PE lessons!”

I stood up. He did not do anything. I continued standing there. He did not do anything. I took a step. He still did not do anything. Then I walked towards the exit, my mind blasting with the five words, He did not do anything!

2am in the morning,

2012-01-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm it's 1.35am now and I've charged my phone for around 3hours already but it's still not full yet :/ School is another sucky day, had stats tutorial early in the morning at 8am, managed to doze awhile in the car while mum's playing the oldies playlist that I gave her, then dad's singing along with it...

I just wish they can drive me around and then the 3 of us can just enjoy the music and forget about dropping me off to school, the old music playing in the car reminds me so much of the hours we spent on the malaysia highway, just lazing off and enjoying everything

Wanna go malaysia so much this CNY, haven't been back to ipoh for like years already, miss the ipoh hor fun, miss the ngar choi gai..

Got back eff writing, got 34/50, she said I direct translated some of the english phrases from chinese :X Got back stats also, got 28.5/30, all the marks lost at the graph drawing and the graph labels walao, the highest score wad 29.5/30, the half mark is so important . . .

Had 4 hours of break from 12+ all the way till 4pm, did some poa special journals and memorised the theory parts, the reconciliation of the control account in the general ledger and the total of subsidiary ledger ensures correct posting. AND THIS QNS CAME OUT WOOHOOOOOOOOO

But the rest of the paper was just -______-, hardest poa paper ever, not enough time to redo !@#$%^&*

Okay gonna throw in random pix again

still showing just 7teeth instead of 8, how to smile wider

That day during macroE when the lecturer was late for an hour !

THIS IS SO COOL, GOLDEN NUGGET HOTEL

HER EYES<3

and she is showing 8teeth!!!!

fuckyeahawesomehouses.tumblr.com

Never pin high hopes

2012-01-18T00:13:00.001+08:00

Using the blogger app again, hehe I have so many pix in my phone camera roll, took like almost 600pix already, all the lame print screens meaningful things and more

Poa special journal test tmrw, I took a nap at ard 6pm just now and set my alarm at 6am, thought I'll make it to the morning alr because I rarely wake up when I take late naps like this

So I woke up ard 9.45pm, just in time for 康熙来了!

Anw lost my eraser today, really.. Why do I keep losing things. So I went back to lvl 5 to find my eraser, the teacher asked me what I was finding but I thought he'll just give the -___- if I say eraser so I just said my thumbdrive

Hahah but I was looking for it on the floor, went to the next lab and found one eraser on the floor that doesn't belong to me

I'll take care of you from now on, I'll treat you just like my own eraser, poor thing, the owner lost the eraser, just like me, wonder how my eraser's doing

Some pix from the June holidays, I miss travelling so much, h o l i d a y please come to me soon
Envy yuqi so much cause she's going Genting this CNY, my CNY destination but not this year T_T going over the sea instead of oversea

Pass midnight alr and I'm still do lazy to start studying, less than a mth now to the final exams, 哇的法